The day's at its end,
the sun has long since set,
left us behind,
to other people,
But it will return,
not forgetting us,
No, not at all.
I went in expecting to love this book. At first I did love this book. I had my disagreements with Steven Pressfield, but they weren’t on the writing advice.
The War of Art is a collection of connected short essays about being an artist. Pressfield writes extensively on what he calls Resistance. Resistance is the personification of anything and everything that keeps you from doing your work.
This is my review of the book as a whole. I have some contention with various specific details that I might go into another time.
In the first part of the book, Resistance: Defining the Enemy, Pressfield sets forth the nature of Resistance. This section of the book was my favorite. It was relatable, though repetitive. I’ve encountered a lot of what he mentions in my own life and creative pursuits. I do think he goes a bit far in defining Resistance, in some cases, though. On page 55, for example, he discusses rationalization. He admits that the excuses may be valid, but still calls them Resistance. “Our wife may really be in her eighth month of pregnancy; she may in truth need us at home…. What Resistance leaves out, of course, is that all this means diddly.”
In the second part of the book, Combating Resistance: Turning Pro, Pressfield defines a “professional” and how to beat Resistance. This section boils down to “Just Do It.” The whole section is about sitting down and getting to work. Doing it despite Resistance. I’ve heard that before, so I did not find it particularly helpful or valuable. I’m implementing that in my own life. I have been for quite a while now. I’ve been blogging every day since October and have 167 other posts on this blog since July. Pressfield has a position about the distinction between pros and amateurs that I somewhat disagree with.
In my view, the amateur does not love the game enough. If he did, he would not pursue it as a sideline, distinct from his “real” vocation. The professional loves it so much he dedicates his life to it. He commits full-time.p. 63
This ignores the monetary hurdles committing full-time can have. If I quit my job at Panera to blog and write full-time, I will starve. I will not be able to financially support myself if I don’t keep writing on the side for now. It’s my true passion, yes, and I want to do it full-time because I love it so much. I can certainly take steps to changing this. In fact, I have. My poetry collection Inside a Writer’s Head is available for sale. I’ve applied to freelance writing jobs. I write every day and share my blog on social media. I have Patreon set up. But right now, I make no money so I cannot quit my job. It is what it is. I’m resigned to it only because I know I can and will change this reality. I call myself a “pro” even though I’m doing it as a labor of love because I show up every day.
In the last part of the book, Beyond Resistance: The Higher Realm, Pressfield’s creative self-help book turns into a spiritual exploration. This part bothered me the most. Not because I’m an atheist. But because that’s not what I signed up for. I did not read this book to have Pressfield’s view of spirituality as it relates to art pushed on me. On the second to last page, he writes, “In the end, we arrive at a kind of model of the artist’s world, and that model is that there exist other, higher planes of reality, about which we can prove nothing” (p. 163, emphasis added). I have a problem with the lack of evidence in his assertions. I’m given zero reasons to believe his claims that inspiration comes from the Muses or angels or God or beings from invisible realms. He just says it must be that way, that it is that way, and I’m expected to accept it. This whole section of the book felt ridiculous and frankly unnecessary. I would have enjoyed The War of Art more without it.
As someone with a service job, I have become accustomed to working on holidays. It’s not fun and I’d much rather be with family. At the same time, the free market explains why businesses are open on holidays and how people could change this if they dislike it.
Last year at Walmart I worked the day before Thanksgiving, Thanksgiving, and Black Friday. Panera is closed on Thanksgiving and Christmas, but I worked today, Christmas Eve. Last year I worked Christmas Eve at Walmart.
The worst customers will lament the terrible fact that people are working on holidays. While shopping there.
If people voluntarily decided to stop doing business on holidays, companies will have no reason to be open on holidays. As it is, enough people want to go out and shop that businesses find it profitable to be open.
Most places have more limited hours for Christmas Eve and/or Thanksgiving and are closed on Christmas. If they didn’t, they might lose workers, which could prevent them from opening at all.
Money and employees drive a business. Serving customers well and when they want service has a lot of influence on business hours.
If everyone bought Christmas presents and food before Christmas Eve, shops would be closed that day. Those workers who were asked, “Why do they make you work Christmas Eve?” will not be asked that, because they will be at home with their families.
You can’t change the world if you don’t first change yourself.
Today I got a flat tire. Thank goodness I had a spare in the trunk.
It made me realize that it’s important to be prepared. Sometimes bad things happen and they’re usually unexpected.
I keep a camel hair blanket in my car in case I break down, especially now that it’s winter. I had a spare in my trunk in case of a flat.
Having some sort of plan where possible for if something happens can help. But it could also drive me nuts.
If I’m constantly thinking about what if there’s a storm or a fire or a flood or a car crash or some other problem, I’ll never do anything.
I can’t sit and worry forever. I have to do my work and live my life.
I prefer to go to bed at midnight or later and get up around nine. Last night I went to bed at 7:30 pm and I got up today at 3 am.
I feel like a complete wreck. Sort of okay, but not quite right.
I went to bed earlier the two nights before to prepare as well as I could. Tuesday I didn’t have a choice but to stay up til about 11 because of my shift at work.
I closed and opened at work in the same few days. I could not keep a sleep schedule. That may not have helped me. I know I’m more of an afternoon/evening person. I agreed to work mornings at Panera, and to open today.
Not getting enough sleep has made me more irritable, crabby, and unproductive. I’m worn out when I get home from work and I have my own work to do — Praxis, this blog, Over the Invisible Wall, everything I do before it comes to the blog.
If I can change my schedule, either by working different shifts at work or finding some freelance jobs, I can change this pattern.
Instead of feeling constantly tired and worn out, I can fit my body’s sleep preferences. I feel more energized when I sleep from 12 or 1 am to 8 or 9 am. I wake up faster and reach a point where I can be productive sooner. That means I can do more that day.
I’ve given myself a few lax days, not pushing myself to do a lot of work. I’ve been wearing myself out, and I need to stop.
I can change my patterns and be healthier and more productive. If you can identify your sleep and work preferences, so can you.
I’ve been working on and off on my novel-in-progress for three years. Even for such a long time and spread out work, I haven’t quit.
I decided that I would finish this novel. Even if I decide it is terrible and I hate it, I will finish it. I will take it from an empty page to a published novel.
I committed to finishing it.
Not for my friends or my family or anyone else. For myself.
I’ve had a lot of trouble finishing large projects.
Four years ago I started crocheting a baby blanket for my cousin’s daughter. I never finished it.
Between the ages of twelve and fifteen I started countless stories that were intended to be novels. I have finished none of them.
I realized I had a problem. I start projects but don’t finish them.
So I went through all my novel projects and ranked them from highest to lowest current priority. I decided I would focus my efforts on the first project on the list, then the second, and on.
That was two and a half years ago, and I’ve made great progress. Mystical Warriors, my novel-in-progress, is over 30,000 words. That’s the longest of any writing project I’ve ever had.
What made the difference was a commitment to myself.
I decided that I had to do this, that it was going to happen. I am not willing to give up no matter the obstacles. I will finish this novel. Even with it on the backburner, I know I will be coming back to it.
I prioritized my projects such that I have no excuse for working on a new novel that would prevent me from finishing this one.
For a long time, I had a daily writing habit that included my novel. I wrote at least one sentence in my novel every day. That has fallen off, but I will be reviving that practice. I keep making excuses for why I haven’t done that yet, and I need to stop.
I stayed dedicated to this project over the last three years because I committed to it for myself. I maintained my commitment by focusing my time and energy on the project. I remind myself of my obligation to myself by writing blog posts about it and talking about it. I also take my novel with me on vacation to write in the car or during down time.
I need to reprioritize my projects, not just my novels, but my short stories and worldbuilding too. I will be incorporating progress on my novel into my daily habits. I want to say “after I finish x,” but I should start tomorrow. No more excuses, I need to deliver on this commitment.
Knitting and crocheting can be time-consuming, but the skills have several benefits.
- As with coloring, which has recently risen in popularity for adults, it can be relaxing. Once you have the basics down, you can de-stress by focusing on what you are making.
- You can make an endless variety of items that you’ll won’t find in stores. This would apply to sewing as well. Because you are making the clothing, bags, or accessories yourself, they are fully customizable and exactly as you want them.
- You can listen to audiobooks, podcasts, or music while doing it. I can even watch a show, movie, or video while crocheting. It’s an easy thing to multi-task once you are familiar enough with it to not have to devote all your focus to it.
- It is immensely satisfying to finish a project and hold it in your hands, thinking “I made this.” And the more you do it, the better that project will be.
- Hand-made items make great gifts for friends and family. It takes planning, realistic estimation of the time commitment, and dedication. It’s so worth it, though, to give someone something you made specifically for them.
- You can exercise your creativity. After you have a basic understanding of knitting or crocheting and have made a few things, you can create your own patterns or freestyle projects.
I’ve been crocheting for about ten or eleven years and knitting for two. These are the benefits I’ve seen from the activities in that time.
If you want to start crocheting, there are excellent beginner tutorials on the Youtube channel All Free Crochet.
For knitting, I recommend Studio Knit.